two weeks flying by. terrifying .

i turned in all my yearbook/camera stuff today and i feel really weird. really empty. i'm hoping my parents will buy me a new camera for graduation but until then i'm left all alone.

i got yearbook photographer of the year. i've never really won anything all my life and i was stunned. and more than ever i'm so glad i tried this year. that i finally put forth some effort. my yearbook teacher was writing my letter of recommendation and i actually had to fight the urge to just tear up. my emotions can no longer be controlled, oh god it's time for summer.

i'm excited for this summer. i will finally have some more free time on my hands to hang out with current friends and old friends and friends that are in town from college etc. and i can't wait. i don't really have any photo ideas in mind but i'm just going to go with it.

my feelings about everything are contradicting but i guess that's normal to feel happy and terrified at the same time when you are graduating from high school. it's petty but i can't help it. these next two weeks will not seem real. these next two weeks will not be real.

content and carefree

SO IT GOES.