the weather depicted the way i felt to a tee.
i let myself go and just relaxed.
no reaction.
my mind wandered.
can't even recall now.
"it's been one hell of a week".

all i can say is that i want to keep being surprised or life is going to seem a lot longer.

"another line and he said that he understood me or something like that and i did another line and believed him because it is easier to move through the motions than not to."
-the informers; bret easton ellis